“there must be something going on in that head of yours.” 

 

nothing i really care to share, but ok.  we’ll give it a go.

 

Tired of hearing the same three stories over and over again.  Spinning.  Arms outstretched.  Look up.  Look down.  Spin faster, faster.  Arms outstretched.  Tears.  Faster.  Running.  Faster.  Falling.  Faster.  Faster.  Leave me I just get confused.   undone.  

 

I haven’t heard her speak.  What’s she think?  I’ll always be here for you.  Shut up.  bounce off me.  Keep bouncing off me.  You care so much for me you don’t realize that how much I feel.  You understand that I don’t know the words.  I understand that you make my sense.  But you forget to let me try.  why do you have to give up before you force me to try? 

 

Make them listen.  Make me listen. You will find the answer if you let it go.

 

Am i weak?

 

 

yeah.