to be honest, i’m numb to this whole ordeal. any expectations feel like pins and needles against that constant battle with pride…so i try to remain speechless, in an attempt to shut myself up before i say/show/do anything that i will regret. but then again, there’s always that no regrets philosophy. i guess the point is….i know it’ll be a great experience. i know things will change. i know i will change. and scary as that may be, i look forward to growing…and growing up too. i constantly tell myself to welcome change…so much that most of the time, i believe it.
still though. it makes me sad.
i’ll be back sometime in june.
"Hello, world. Challenge me."
Recovered from Xanga 
miss you lots! hugs and kisses!p.s. I bought a pint of B & J Chunky Monkey yesterday in honor of you and I will think about you with every spoon I devour.
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its very weird not having you around all the time…. =(
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enjoy the experience sandy.
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Hey! continue updating (once school starts) i miss you
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(Ah ah ah ah)
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i love you
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oh sandy pham. you are so brave. i hope your time over there (p.s. i didn’t even know you were going until you were already gone.) is amazing. i know it will be. i know you will be challenged and you will come back this new even more amazing version of yourself. i can’t wait to meet the new you. i would love to have your address. if you ever get a minute, send it to me and i will send you REAL mail. it’s the best part about being out of the country.
your friend,
amie sue furry III
amiesue06@aol.com
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hello sandy! i love you.
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